Well I guess everyone has a journey in life that they go down that they really don't choose or care to take that is kind of my story today. This journey started with a phone call on April 19, 2012 stating that I needed to go to Birmingham to have a biopsy done to see what kind of cancer that I was facing due to the test that had already been performed showed I definitely was facing some female cancer. Yesterday, May 18, 2012, I took the trip to Birmingham had five different biopsy's done and was told I have four tumors. Now it is just a waiting period to see what happens next.I know God is in control I can already see him working in my situation.
You know I never knew how devastating it sounded to hear the word cancer when it is spoke to you about your own life. But I do know God is still a healing God and he never puts more on us than we can handle although at times we feel our load is just about to break us, that is the time that the Lord is carrying us the most. I know this journey will not be easy at times, I know there will be times that I will get over whelmed but I am praying the Lord give me a peace through it all. If I have to go through this in my life I pray it will be a testimony for the Lord to use in my life. I heard a message preached by Jentzen Franklin the other night and the title of the message was Turn your troubles into trophies...you know if we work toward that in life things would turn out differently. I pray the Lord will turn my troubles into trophies that can be used for his glory!
If there is one thing I remind my self daily it is that no matter what I go through the Lord will always be there for me. It says in His word that he will never leave me nor forsake me he will be there with me when there is no one else to be there. I have some awesome friends that I love dearly but they cant always be there in the dark of night, or in the spurt of a moment like the Lord can.The Lord is my provider and he will guide me. lead me, and carry me through every situation that I go through.
Prayers and blessings to all!
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